Today ii meet my counsellor, told her everything happened recently.
Wanna look for rental flat from HDB but they only accept 35years old & above ! wtf
Told her that ii didn't wanna work cos that not ii wanted in future .
I wanna be a Beauty Therapist, not F&B ..
Need to work hard to mmet my goal, having my counsellor helping, ii think it wont be a problem .
Later decided not to go work, dont feel like.
My laogong suggest me to go interview at Orchard .
Working as sales promoter, must more like me .
F&B only cause me to be in a mess .
And place iim working now is a HELL !
Black manager thinks that having me is like for him to jump down the building .
Am ii that bad ? wth !
Lots of manager wanted me back to their place , HAHAHA !
I think ii need to get newspaper later .
Looking into better job, new place .
For now, ii just want to take a break , iim just too stress out .
*I need support&love but you are so far from me..
Making me upset&disappointed ..
Why cant you speak before you talk ?
Your words just stab me in my heart ..
If you had given up&move on, why you still wanna llook back ?
You think she's killing you but why you doesn't want to push away the knife ?
*End *To The Girl I Knew For Years*